[ tHe LaSt TiMe I fELt My HeArT bEaT... ]
Hmmm, well it's been a while and where to start? First off... Yeah Justin and I are over but it wasnt over after I said it was... the next day he gave me a lame ass excuse that he was having car problems and problems with his mom... yadda yadda yadda... I was blinded by I guess love so I accepted it. Things went on we kept fucking and i thought all was well because I wanted to believe all was well. My emotions got way deep into what we had. Two weeks later my eyes began to open... he kept flaking out on calls and dates. So I decided to find out where he lived and made an unexpected visit to him one night. Many say expect the unexpected with unannounced appearances are involved. My intuition told me something was up from the beginning and for the first time I went with that intuition... this is what happened... a girl answered his door. A short, fat, no eyebrowed, bleach blond wannabe hooch is what I saw. She told me he wasnt there after telling him I was there, his car was in the driveway may i add. This set me off... she said "Justin doesnt recall knowing you" This is where my heart knew it would be sometime before it would heal from my first real heartbreak. The next day my girls and I went back to his house to see whats up. Oh, before this he had the nerve to wake me up with a phone call of another lame ass excuse that that girl was his "hommies girl" and he doesnt live there, his friend does. Then he asked if he could come over to "pleasure" me. In other words fuck me and then leave. I didnt accept this and kept quiet. So my girls and I go over and he doesnt answer the door. After two attempts we decided to wait at the corner. 5 minutes later there he goes in his car... I decided to follow him to see if he would speak to me. It bacame a chase. A chase all through Long Beach... the pussy would not stop and tried oh so hard to lose me, him not knowing I was a crazy speed demon, I was on his ass the whole time. Im sure he thought i was a crazy psycho ass bitch when he looked through the rear view mirror and saw three red heads laughing their ass off at him. We kept it cool for as long as we could till my girl Belen got pissed off and decided to get off the car in the middle of traffic in Long Beach... she went to his window... banged on it and said "Nigga get yo ass out of the fucking car find yo balls and talk to us!" His actions... keep running. We kept chasing and once again at a red light Belen went over and said "You fucking pussy! Either you pull over and talk to us or we'll take this to your house! I have the fucking ring you gave my girl you can have it and you can give me that toy truck she bought you right now or youre fucked" he said "I'll pull over" his action... keep running... so i got fed up and took it to his house. I blocked the driveway and decided to take matter into my own hands... I went to the door knocked and confronted this girl. Me: "Are you Jusitns girlfriend?!?" Her: "Yes" Me: "Well you need to keep yo man on check cause Ive been seeing him for 2 fucking months and this ring he gave me is as fake as the promise he made me to be my boyfriend!" Her: (Shocked and starts to cry) "Come inside and tell that to his mom please" Me: "I dont want to cause problems but I just want the truck I gave him so I could get my money back and you can keep the stupid ring" His mom was pissed off and his girlfriend looked like she couldnt believe it because apparently the ring he gave me was hers. That fucking asshole! His moms starts going off on his im supposing knocked up girlfriend that she's a "fucking moron" for being with him when apparently he doesnt want her if he's with me. Whatever with that I left. But this wasnt over I needed to talk to him. I waited in my car with my girls two houses down. He shortly arrives and does what im guessing a fucking tuck and roll cause by the time i got out of my car that pussy had ran through the backyard and into his house through the backdoor. He must have lost his balls and his dick somewhere inside the house before the whole chase happened because he didnt even have the decency to explain himself to me. He was too damn scared! I went back to his house and asked for the remote control to the truck and his girlfriend tells me "Justins mom doesnt want you to talk to him" I say "I dont want to talk to that litte PUSSY! I just want the remote" she goes and gets it for me then comes back and asks "Can I ask you soemthing please?" I say "Sure" "DId you guys have any sexual relations?" My answer "Yes on more than one occasion and I hope you two are clean cause we didnt use protection" she says "were clean, but if youre pregnant please come talk to his mom and dad" I walk away thinking what the fuck is this place? A boarding house for the girls he knocks up?!?! Fuck him! So that was that. But he's fucked if he at all thinks this is all over... he fucked with the wrong bitch... my girls and I have something coming for him, and he doesnt know when it's coming, but when it does in the back of his mind he'll think of me... and he'll never ever forget me... he's going to regret ever meeting me. I gave that asshole my heart... it was the biggest mistake of my life. But he's going to pay... because this world doesnt need assholes like him going around thinking they can fuck with womens hearts that way. "When a womans fed up, there aint nothing you can do"- the Queen Bitch
... ransomed on Mar. 10, 2003 at 8:12 a.m.
starboard or port?
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