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[ Life as of now ] So im sick of putting up with people I shouldnt have to put up with... life goes on... we all get over it. I dont see why I should put up with other people's shit when I have enough of my own. So whatever... as for Marilyn and others well, they can kiss my ass cause I dont give a fuck. I think the only people I really will put up with is Nile cause he's the love of my life... and Belen cause I have so much love for her! Both of them have been there for me so much for me. Theyve made me smile when I least thought I could smile =) and for that I'll always hold love for them. As for this whole dating scene... well I went out with Manuale last night to the block in Orange and had drinks at TGIF and he invited me to a Deftones concert this Monday. I might actually go... so he's cool but I think I'll keep it on a friends stage for now. Umm, I might be going out with Andy next week, he says he wants to make dinner for me since he's then new head Chef at this resturaunt so we might do that. It's funny cause he's such a gangster looking guy with a bald head and all and he works as a chef. He's cool too, and I know he wants so much from me but I think Im gonna keep it on friend stage too. Then theres Nile the ONLY guy I really trust... him and I are closer than ever... he's in the process of getting a new car and once he does him and I might be hanging out more often. Let's see oh! My new 03' Corolla Sport is no longer in exsistence. This jerk crashed into me and killed her (sheila). So now I have to buy a new car... everything seems to be working out okay Im going to be paying off my bills next week with some of the money im getting for the car then theres this whole settlement money thing cause ive got a lawyer so with that money I might be buying a new 2004 Accord or Solara cash. Which is cool cause I wont have car payments. And since I wont have any bills I might be quitting Starbucks and just chill at home all the time like i do now. So yeah thats life now and Im really enjoying it =) xoxoxo-B ... ransomed on May. 15, 2003 at 4:14 p.m. [ older tales ] Fuck trash talking and supposed friends! - Mar. 02, 2006 |